西班牙斗牛犬你睡得那么晚,是在等谁的晚安?-一个人听1111

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你睡得那么晚,是在等谁的晚安?-一个人听1111辽宁家校通



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很久以前我喜欢过一个男生,当时不敢表白,一直默默的喜欢他,我做着所有女孩在恋爱中都会做的事情,偷偷买礼物送到他们班,晚上躺在床上幻想我们之间的可能性。那段时间我每晚都会在睡觉前给他发条晚安的信息,他问过几次我是谁,我也默不作声,依旧在每一个深夜里和他道晚安。
好像和他说了晚安这一天就可以完美的的结束,好像有了这句晚安,我们之间的距离就会一天天的更近一点,好像我对他的爱无处搁放,只能靠这一句晚安来释放。
几年之后上大学的我被隔壁班的男生表白,他每晚都和我说话,有时我懒得理他,他就说一句晚安结束对话。后来他的陪伴成了习惯,如果哪天没有收到,我就会觉得不安。很久以后那个男生不再和我说晚安了,后来知道他有了女朋友,为此我还失落了一阵子。他的晚安曾在那段时日里让我快乐,让我知道被人惦记的感觉其实很好。
三年前我谈了一场恋爱,异地恋,当时无法见面的我们只能靠手机维持关系,彼此结束一天的忙碌,就算困得睁不开眼睛,就算这一天已经疲惫到不想说话,还是会打开手机聊上几句,最后互道晚安再去睡觉。那时他的晚安就是我的定心丸,一句晚安,让我知道他今天很好,让我知道他在想我,让我清楚的感受到爱情存在于我们之间。
那天突然失眠血染北沙河,到很晚都没有睡着,不停的刷着朋友圈,发现晚睡已经成为现在年轻人生活的常态,或许因为工作忙碌到要加班熬夜,或许太珍惜夜晚独处的时光。我看到很多人在朋友圈里感慨岁月和故人风云义 ,寥寥几句,一张别人不懂的照片,似乎有着说不完的故事和别人不理解的深情。
你睡的这么晚,是在等谁的晚安。
你已经多久没有收到别人说的晚安了,你又多久没和别人主动说晚安了。
我无法陪伴你,我无法诉说我的想念,我无法把我今天所有的经历都告诉你,我害怕你烦我,我害怕你同样忙碌,但是你知道的,这一天奔波忙碌,只有深夜独处时的我,不用提心吊的应付生活,我才是真的冷静,我的想念也是分外有力。
成年人的世界麒王妃 ,只有自己才是中心,每个人都好面子每个人都害怕被拒绝,每个人都想被爱,但这世界的守恒定律是有人要付出很多,有人要接受很多。请你认真感谢那个每晚和你说晚安的人沈文祖,不是每个人都能被深情所眷顾,短短两个字,但你不知道,你对他有多重要。
那些日复一日,如同签到般的结束语,一层层累积着他对你的情感,一点点俘获着你的心。如果今晚你在等一个晚安,你要高兴,因为你有所期待,如果今晚他的晚安来的晚一些,那就换一换,换你和他说晚安。
我希望所有说出口的爱都能得到回应,我希望所有在想念深处的人今晚都能被关怀,我希望你我都能成为内心温暖而柔软的人,在复杂而尖锐的生活里,不被无情的生活磨光生命里最真诚的情谊,怀有期待,敢爱也值得被爱,享受一个人的快乐,也向往两个人的幸福。
那么,你今晚和我说句晚安吧,好不好?
A long time ago I liked a boy who didn't dare to declare, and always loved him silently. I did what all the girls would do in love, secretly bought gifts and sent them to their class, lying in bed at night dreaming about the possibility of us. I'd wind up a good night before going to bed every night, and he asked who I was, and I kept quiet, and said good night to him every night.Like he said good night good night can be the perfect end, as if with this good night, our distance will be closer to a little more, as if I had no place for his love, can only rely on this good night to release.A few years later, I was told by the guy in the next class that he talked to me every night. sometimes I didn't bother him. he said a good night to end the conversation. Then his company became a habit脱衣舞男 , and if I did not receive it, I would feel uneasy. After a long time, the boy no longer said good night to me, and later knew that he had a girlfriend, and for that I lost a bit. His good night has made me happy in that time, and let me know that it feels good to be remembered.Three years ago, I talked about a relationship, a long distance relationship, we can only rely on the phone to maintain relationship, each other's busy day, even if we can not open eyes, even if the day has tired to speak, or to open a few words, the last mutual good night to go to sleep. His good night was my assurance, a good night, let me know that he is very good today, let me know he is thinking of me, let me know that love is between us.That day, I was sleepless, I didn't sleep late, brush my circle of friends, find that night sleep has become the normal life of young people, maybe because work is busy to work late, maybe too much time to cherish the night alone. I see many people in a circle of friends, years and friends, a few words, a picture of people don't understand, there seems to be said the story and other people don't understand the deep feeling.You sleep so late, is waiting for someone good night.How long have you been saying good night, and how long have you been saying good night with others.I can not accompany you, I can not tell my miss, I can not tell you today, I am afraid of you悲歌行 , I am afraid of you, I fear you are busy, but you know, this day is busy, only late at night, I don't mention to deal with life, I really calm电击防身器 ,鞠婧袆 my miss is also very strong.Adults in the world, only themselves are the center, everyone good face, everyone is afraid to be rejected, everyone wants to be loved, but the conservation law of the world is that some people have to pay a lot, someone to accept a lot. Please give thanks to the person who said goodnight to you every night, not everyone can be loved with affection西班牙斗牛犬逯爱岩 , just two words, but you don't know how important you are to him.Day after day, like the signing of the end, a layer of accumulation of his feelings for you, a little bit capture your heart. If you are waiting for a good night, you are happy刘本仁 , because you have expectations, if tonight's night comes to some late, then change, you and he said good night.I hope all the love of export can be responded, I hope that all the people who miss deep will be cared for tonight, I hope you can be the warm and soft heart, in complex and sharp life花无缺大学贷 , not be the most sincere friendship in life, cherish expectation, love and be loved河南宏力学校 , enjoy a person's happiness, also yearn for two people's happiness.Well, would you like to have a good night with me tonight?

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